Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Hi

A buddy of mine commented on how long it's been since I've blogged. I'm not sure what to say. Life is pretty confusing, and as always I feel it's my responsibility to figure it out. This will most likely lead to life of much frustration and anxiety, but hopefully I'll come out of it with something that I can share with everyone I meet.

I've been at a bit of a plateau on my spiritual walk lately.l I decided to surrender my life wholly to God and let him have the reigns, which was nice at first because I stopped thinking about everything I felt I had to do. But then I couldn't help but be confused about how anything was supposed to happen in my life if I wasn't doing anything.

So I think it's time to try a new perspective. What if we are supposed to move our lives in a direction, and the person that adds the strength and guidance is Jesus? What if we're like spiritual mech warriors? Sure, we're "driving", but the mech is doing all the work ;) It's weird, because as soon as I started visualizing this, I do indeed feel the presence of Jesus in a much more tangible way than I have before.

So that's my blog. Nothing really of any use to anyone but me, after all, they are just my own personal reflections on spirituality, but hey, it was requested ;)